Silke's ramblings...

[Silke]

Hi again

I'm so glad I can finally share openly with all of you, YAY! The night Master claimed me and my sis in front of all my friends here was one of the happiest of my life. I cried a river of happy tears and words failed me completely.

What is it that stirs those intense emotions in me? See, I've never really been that way...always a bit subdued...more rational than emotional...never quite giving my heart. Most of my life I've been scared to let go and jump on the rollercoaster. But you know, the wall has been crumbling, brick by brick. I don't know when exactly this started or what in him gave me the strength to break free of my fears and open up to him...and open up to a part of myself that has been locked for most of my life. I'm just sitting back in awe and watch the world grow more colourful each and every day. It's pretty much like switching from a tiny black and white TV to a huge Technicolor movie screen.

Granted, ALL emotions are enhanced, not only the cheerful ones. But it's so worth it...I feel...alive. His love for me and the love from my sister makes me stronger and I've noticed I walk taller these days, proud to be his...grateful to have the love from two special people in my life...overjoyed to love them back and learn from both of them. Even more so since he's come out and claimed Talia and me.

I feel our bond has grown even stronger since that night. I might not be able to share this with my friends and family - I doubt they would understand anyway - but I can share it with you. And since you're my chosen family, that's more than I could ever ask for.

Lol, I still sound like a lovesick teenager, don't I? Well, don't come here if you don't like it...it's a free country...erm...forum.

[Talia]

Hi again

I'm so glad I can finally share openly with all of you, YAY! The night Master claimed me and my sis in front of all my friends here was one of the happiest of my life. I cried a river of happy tears and words failed me completely.

What is it that stirs those intense emotions in me? See, I've never really been that way...always a bit subdued...more rational than emotional...never quite giving my heart. Most of my life I've been scared to let go and jump on the rollercoaster. But you know, the wall has been crumbling, brick by brick. I don't know when exactly this started or what in him gave me the strength to break free of my fears and open up to him...and open up to a part of myself that has been locked for most of my life. I'm just sitting back in awe and watch the world grow more colourful each and every day. It's pretty much like switching from a tiny black and white TV to a huge Technicolor movie screen.

Granted, ALL emotions are enhanced, not only the cheerful ones. But it's so worth it...I feel...alive. His love for me and the love from my sister makes me stronger and I've noticed I walk taller these days, proud to be his...grateful to have the love from two special people in my life...overjoyed to love them back and learn from both of them. Even more so since he's come out and claimed Talia and me.

I feel our bond has grown even stronger since that night. I might not be able to share this with my friends and family - I doubt they would understand anyway - but I can share it with you. And since you're my chosen family, that's more than I could ever ask for.

Lol, I still sound like a lovesick teenager, don't I? Well, don't come here if you don't like it...it's a free country...erm...forum.

I'm speechless...love you too....bunch of kiss and hugs.

Talia