Ha Ha LOL!....I've got to answer this post.

Hi friend, I write extreme torture/rape stories. Just wanted to say other authors have the same problem you do. It's 'catch22' pal. You know exactly what you want to read, like I do, but when you write it, or ask someone else to write it, the result isn't as fun as a surprise story.

I don't know if I could help you. I only write lesbian and or animal/alien themes. No male characters, and just in passing, I don't write 'toilet' or child abuse.

I suggest you keep posting, but include some stronger hint of a story idea, then you might catch an author. As for getting ideas, I read hundreds of stories on the adult net, then sometimes if I'm stuck, mix and match story parts to form a new story. But as I said before, you're stuck. You know what you want to read, so either you write it yourself or hope someone else does...and the chances are, they won't!