Oh sweetheart huggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggs you so tight and kisssssses your cheek tenderly as I am so sorry to read what I just read. Please know many here love you dearly and are here for you and i know that isn't what you want but we are all here for you sweetheart. Kisssssssssssssssses and hugggggggggggggggggggs